I despise today

I despise days like today. Days where its too hard to keep my emotions in check. Days where its at the forefront of all of my thoughts. Days where the tears just fall at any time, any place. Days where no matter how hard I try, I always end up lashing out at the ones I care most about. Days where it doesn't matter what you say to me, you aggravate me. Today is one of those days.