Okay so we just got her checked into the hospital. The surgery will be at 8am and should last about two hours. She seems to be in good spirits this morning. Nervous and a little ill to the stomach but that's to be expected. It's suffocating sitting in the registration room. I don't know what to think, what to feel. Is it okay to let the tears fall or should I keep them hidden until in my private moments. A jumble of emotions yet numb to all feelings.