Just Because

It's been one of those days. I've been tried and tested. I'm having a hard time fighting the sadness tonight. Some days I feel so strong and I feel like I have the answers and I know everything is going to work out fine but even though I know all this I can't always keep the sadness and grief at bay. I want to. I want to stay happy. It's just not always as easy as I want it to be. There's not a switch that I can just flip when I'm having a bad day.
 I can however make a cherry dump cake. Mix that with a little bit of vanilla ice cream and I'm doing alright.